Where to begin . . . there is so much involved in this story. I am grateful that from the onset I was not bitter. I truly believe God protected me from this, but I also think this was a result of a lifetime of preparation for loss.
While of course I wish things had been different, my faith has increased.
I believe my walk with God has greatly
transformed. I did a lot of healing
through crying and praying in the tub and writing till the early morning.
Explaining to our not yet five-year-old was probably the hardest part of it
Being truthful with her, yet
protecting her innocence and her future relationship with a loving and merciful
God. He has allowed me to use my pain
and sorrow to help others.
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