Finding Hope

Where to begin . . . there is so much involved in this story.  I am grateful that from the onset I was not bitter.  I truly believe God protected me from this, but I also think this was a result of a lifetime of preparation for loss.

While of course I wish things had been different, my faith has increased.   I believe my walk with God has greatly transformed.  I did a lot of healing through crying and praying in the tub and writing till the early morning.­

Explaining to our not yet five-year-old was probably the hardest part of it all.   Being truthful with her, yet protecting her innocence and her future relationship with a loving and merciful God.  He has allowed me to use my pain and sorrow to help others.


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